Apologies for my inactivity, however I have been finding it really quite difficult to find the time to post. For now I shall post a brief update and optimistically finish a longer post in the next few days.
Regarding my first novel, I have decided to keep submitting it in the hope that I can find someone interested. I have chosen my next target and whenever I find some time I will finally send it. If/when I receive my next rejection I will look at redrafting it.
On the NaNoWriMo front I have fallen behind schedule slightly. I have passed 32,000 words and may potentially make 37-40k before I have to start adding scenes. I feel that I have lost the pacing of the story which is a shame. The deadline is looming large on the horizon, and honestly I am starting to feel the pressure. The idea of writing 18,000 words in 11 days is a terrifying prospect. With my better half going away for the week, I shall try doubling my output between now and next Saturday.
In previous updates I have mentioned a few words which have been pleasant surprises to me, this time I want to leave you with a sentence which makes unusual use of one of those type of words. I am undecided as to wherever it works, none the less it’s one of my two favorite sentences from my new novel.
‘Fate, chance, lady luck or whatever label you wish to attach to whatever it is that brings such dishevelment to a man’s life can conspire to be an angel at the best of times and an absolute bastard at the worst.’
Tuesday marks the deadline I set when I last submitted my novel. So far I have sent it to two literary agencies without reply. I don’t know if it’s better not to hear, or if it would be better to receive a rejection. Any which way the news certainly isn’t positive so I am already turning my attention to my next target.
It’s inevitable that I am asking myself a lot of questions, and that some part of is quietly concerned that perhaps my novel isn’t good enough and I am just a ridiculous dreamer. On a positive note I find myself a lot less anxious than I was a month ago. I believe I have come to terms with the fact that this process if going to be lengthy.
I am much more anxious for November 1st to come around so I can get started on my next project. I have a rough idea that I am toying with in my head. I am eager to get started. So eager that I wouldn’t be surprised if one of these days my brain explodes. I am quietly confident that I can produce a novel in 30 days. The only thing which worries me is that 50,000 words may well be a little on the short side.
The November project is keeping my mind occupied. I am no longer concerning myself with the future. About the only thing which has changed is that recently I have started wondering exactly how strong my submissions are. If my cover letters are too stiff and formal. If they actually say anything about me at all. I have reached the conclusion that I would rather fail honestly, therefore I shall try a different approach with my next submission. Wish me luck.